♥ FEATURED
MUSIC IS LIFE.
WILL BE BACK. (:
♥ Saturday, February 28, 2009
sunshine over the rain (:
went for lunch with
xuli & bala @
pastamania, j8(:
havent been so crazily happy for a very very long time.
then we shopped around before heading to
library,
& its not boring like you would think it will be.
anything is great, with
great company :D
bala is totally full of crap,
totally have stomach cramps from laughing
about the conversations among the 3 of us.
we're just
ridiculously stupid,
in a good way (:
then we head to look for
jolene at her workplace @
amkhubi cant believe how
long we stood there talking rubbish,
the staff there must be thinking shes not working.
HAHAH.
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anyway, a song for a friend:
Danity Kane's PoetryWhen I stand in a crowded room
I feel alone like nobody's there
And when u speak so cold to me
I can see your breath in the air
It's taking it's toll on me
In the bathroom taking showers
So u don't see me cry
Baby it's such a crime
I've tried to feel confident
I'm bitter, you're not making sense
I missed you till you almost took
My sanity, I'm starting a new verse
*You're like poetry
Hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me
Then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words
You're speaking
Changing the words
I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me
Then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?
When I give you gratitude
You act like you don't hear me speak
And when I tell you what you do to me
You don't even hear the truth
What are you trying to prove?
I stare out the window for hours
Cause you won't listen to me
You won't even look in my eyes
I've tried to feel confident
I'm bitter, you're not making sense
I missed you till you almost took
My sanity, I'm starting a new verse
Repeat *
Don't believe what you're saying
I read your face and I'm blanking
Cause I don't know what's in front of my face
I try to feel confident
Repeat *
Labels: (:, beatty clique, friends, love, lyrics
loved; 6:26 PM
♥ Friday, February 27, 2009
hello, life.
i have not blogged for a week or so!
oh boy, the papers for semester 4 are finally over.
im feeling sleepy at the moment,
but people, ask me out
ANYTIME.
im totally ready :DDDD
besides going out like mad,
i still have exco's final thing to do for the year.
SELECTION OF NEW EXCO.
ba_commers who see this, *grins*
HAHAHAH.
oh, & 1 more thing,
i am going to
beijing for a study trip from
1st apr to the 10th.
but the thing is, im going
alone.
yes, im going with my batch & all,
but people i know are
ALL guys.
& they are not
THAT nice to be watching out for me,
be there for me & stuffs like that.
so basically, i'll be
on my own.dont question me why things turn out this way,
im sure you have the answer.
beijing will be
independence week.& being a
history student, im looking forward to structures, palace & all the history related stuffs.
i can totally see how
bored my friends would be.
this is something i can never get enough of (:
last thing,
no
apologising okay?
as i always say, it's only to make yourself feel better after hurting someone else.
so im not such a nice person to do anyone this favour.
Labels: (:, bacomm, friends, school
loved; 9:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009
im really upset at the moment,
but i cant stop & keep thinking about things.
exams are just 2 days away,
i need to keep going, i have to press on until it's over.
so im only giving myself a blogpost worthy of time.
whatever that has happened,
just make me see a little better what was the relationship between me & some friends,
was i ever a little important & in what sense.
& im feeling like a life buoy,
but rights do you have to make use of me.
who in the world do you think you are,
to use me & back off leaving me in this shite after you're done with.
the dumbest of all is,
i actually see this coming.
ive always been a psychic in bad stuffs,
& you got me spot on.
so please, reflect on who you are.
& the last thing i want to hear is "sorry".
in this present world, it has no meaning of apologetic anymore.
most of the "sorry" ive heard, were all to make yourself feel better after hurting someone
& not to make whoever you've hurt feel better.
what has this world become?
well, i see this as a good thing.
because now i see you better, your place in my future.
you're not gonna be there.
Labels: ):, friends
loved; 8:32 AM
♥ Sunday, February 15, 2009
i'll stand by you.
i realised how long i havent been talking to many many people around,
people that almost vanished from my life.
& i wasnt there to celebrate the triump with them either,
yeah, a bad friend i am.
then you wonder how long have i actually not spoken to these people,
it's been so long that i couldnt recognise them anymore.
& some of them have become stars lately,
but i shant mention names here,
you'll know who im talking about if you have been visiting my links (:
i just wanna know my friends to know,
that im proud of you for every teeny weeny bit of achievements you have.
& you're never forgotten, even to those i may have lost contact with on this journey in life.
you have my support, no matter what you do :D
Labels: friends, love
loved; 3:51 PM
♥
i hope you found your love.
little note:the little things you do is everything,
& they are more than anything said,
for that smile,
thank you.----------------------------------------------------
didnt get to say
happy valentine's day yesterday,
but i guess most of you must have dumped your mugging aside,
& went off to have some fun (:
well, at least i hope you did.it's a day of love,so i would be happy if everyone else is happy!
cause you know i love you all.
so i hope my exboyfriends had got their new loves,my friends who are in love to stay ever happy,my friends who arent, to find their true love really soon,& friends who just broken up, to start afresh :D
so anyway,
this will be the most
secretive valentine's day i ever have.
even for those who had been asking what i would be up to this special day,
but i didnt lie okay,
i was revising in the
DAY.
so i guess the fun times are over,
& it's back to the books!
press on everyone,
12 days to freedom (:Labels: (:, friends, love
loved; 11:02 AM
♥ Friday, February 13, 2009
to all my dearests (:
this semester's examinations are approaching in
ONE week's time,
but im not even close to ready.
the
stress & tension are building up,
please let me get through this
WITHOUT failing ):
the semester has come to an end,
and soon, for my year as vice president.
i know i have been missing out a lot,
especially when it comes to maintaining relationships with my dearest ones.
i
promise to put in even much more efforts during this semester break especially,
beatty clique meet up moreeee!
& i have yet to see the boyfriends of my dearests.
also, xuli, plan all the meetups you want!
lunch, dinner, clubbing, ktv sessions, beach & the list goes on......
ba_comm excoincluding those who are no longer with the titles,
finally some gatherings without the great big responsibilities okay?
I WANT MY KTV SESSIONS WITH YOOOOU.
and mahjong as well :D
ba_comm (as a whole)we havent had a mass outing for a while,
& where's my post event celebration?!
someone, please plan one, like soon (:
twinniehey dearest, i think we have both been so cropped up with our own stuffs,
that i hardly get to talk to you.
& i miss all the rubbish, crap, nonsense we can talk about all day!
so meet up sooooooon.
rendallfor the last time, i am not gonna date you.
HAHAHA.
but yes, we can always meet up again,
as long as you dont bully me.
balabiatch, i miss you craps so much when you're away!
& ask me out after book out when my papers are over,
i need a good dosage of laughters (:
and the rest of my loved ones,i hope i'll be hearing from all of you soon,
semester break = catch up timeso anyone who read this,
I MISS YOU, come looking for me all right?
Labels: (:, bacomm, beattyclique, friends, love
loved; 3:38 PM
♥ Thursday, February 05, 2009
please know where you stand.
what in the world is this ?
really someone that is one of a kind.
everyone knows i DETEST people being late,
and now im waiting for one & a half hour already.
but on the line i have people putting this whole dumbass thing on me,
and tell me hes not blaming me, just explaining the situation.
then rattle on with all those stuffs i dont need to know,
i just want to get work done.
i dont want to spend my time on nonsensical stuffs, such as WAITING.
this is absolutely wasting my life.
so anyone who read this,
if you're a friend, i hope this doesnt happen.
Labels: ):, pissed
loved; 11:31 AM
♥ Wednesday, February 04, 2009
the passion that keeps me going.
my most random top 10 music loves! (in random order)
1. krumpit's a kind of dance, check it on youtube if you dont know what it is.
2. queenfreddie mercury & the ever best group with "we're the champions", "love of my life", "bohemian rhapsody", "i was born to love you" etc. i dont know where you've been if you havent heard them.
3. youtubemy best source for all my random loves!
4. motownblack music is simply the best, those were the days. the music back then was nothing less than absolutely fantastic.
5. frankie lymonthe child prodigy with "why do fools fall in love" & my favourite "the only way to love".
6. faye wongthe uniqueness in her rock music, it's irreplaceable.
7. rock musicrock never dies! it'll go on forever & ever & ever.
8. dirty dancingwhether it's the first one in the 80s or the second one in the 21st century, they rock!
9. zara larssonswedish 11 year old girl that rock all the singing competition. she's so small, her voice's big.
10. rin on the roxbeautiful 2 girls that sing like woah. they harmonise well (:
NOTE: my usual loves still applies, just not random enough to be in this category.Labels: dance, music, random
loved; 4:13 PM
♥
my superhero?
im currently at the junction with so many paths to choose from,
but i dont know what i want.
there's so many decisions to be made,
but im just feeling a little lost.
oh boy :/
Labels: random
loved; 12:11 PM
♥ Monday, February 02, 2009
the days are here.
time to clear the cobwebs!
(suern, do you see this?!)
so anyway i was away from the computer,
as i was busy with my events & long holidays (:
cny bazaar was pure crap,
the crowd was
pathetic, not to mention our sales.
so in the end, everyone lost a little.
tsk.then there was
motiontv event for ba_comm,
it was a big success !
sent an email to thank each & every one (:
once again, thanks to all my wonderful darlings,
totally
love yooooou.
then it was the
LUNAR NEW YEAR!
i think red nails & swarovski pendant worked magic,
at least that was what i believe luh.
mahjong winning streak for this new year (:
yayness.
and i'll be back when i have the mood sooooooon.
loved; 9:31 AM